Kiss me, out of the bearded barley
Lightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress
Monday, October 04, 2004
www.philothea-.blogspot.com

Hold on little girl
show me what he said to you
stand up little girl
a broken heart can't be that bad
when it's through it's through
fate will twist the both of you
so come on baby come on over
let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
deep inside i hope you feel it too
waited on a line of wings and blues
just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
so you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
little boy that talks to much
I've seen it all
go down, yor game of love was a rinned out
So come on baby, come on over
let me be the one to hold you

Why be alone
when we can be together baby
you can make my life would wild
i can make you start to smile
when it's trew it's threw
a fake will twist the both of you
so come on baby come on over
let me be the one to show you

just to be the next to be with you...



[Wishes__`* @ 10/04/2004 05:59:00 PM



Saturday, August 14, 2004
MOVED.
ask me personally if you sld bother.


[Wishes__`* @ 8/14/2004 11:58:00 PM



Friday, July 30, 2004
i can't believe itz da end of mth alrdy. whoossh. so fassst!
I still nid to catch up wif lotsa work...yes...get started on my visual diary n stuff. Aniwae
it's been a great week! shall blog bout da details sum other time.
P.S: added new pics to the "skool" album. check it out!`
 
Inez -> elloz dearie! of coz i remember ya. I noe you miss me rite? heez. Cya on sat!
Dawn -> even thou we dun get to meet up, tok n stuff, i'm assured dat U'll soar above da storms, wadeva circumstances, i luv to see dat smile on ya! miss ya. *muacks
Soph -> heyyaa` how've ya been? hope to see ya ard. tc!


[Wishes__`* @ 7/30/2004 11:38:00 PM



Monday, July 26, 2004
wheee! the weather's cool! greaat...makes me wanna sleep. im gona wake up reali early tmr to get my drawings done n practise till i get my perspective drawings rite. aniwae im reali glad to haf Priscilla as my studio mate. we can tok our hearts out n encourage one another. :D
aniwae visual lit class was fine 2dae. i did my utmost for the "Jack n Jill" n colours project. Thank God it turned out much betta den i expected. gosh. Tia actually tot dat i had painting skills. God's grace. I didnt do any paintings for da past 3yrs except on banners. after skool, i was at mos burger da whole afternoon (shpding marathon: meiqi, naomi, zing). meet lotsa IJ peeps n Mr chan who still owe me my testimonial. He's taking ages or let's juz say he dun intend to get it done. nvm, he's forgiven. I dun reali nid it now anyway.
well, well, i see lotsa challenges ahead but wad's dere to fear?
        My saviour's walking wif me!


[Wishes__`* @ 7/26/2004 11:10:00 PM



Sunday, July 25, 2004
im blogging to say...
hApPy 15th bUrfdAe to yuqian!~
(yea, i still owe you a bdae gift.)
 
aniwae im super duper delighted 2dae! Praise the Lord!`
it's great to see so many peeps crossing the line of faith and puting their in JESUS esp my classmates! yeah, let the heaven rejoices n da earth be glad! im not da only one frm yhope in IMD nw. oh wellz, i got to finish up on my visual lit project nw. Laters!

 
::your grace still amazes me` 


[Wishes__`* @ 7/25/2004 12:05:00 AM



Wednesday, July 21, 2004
i finally updated! (daawn, are U satisfied?) heez.
gosh, a lizard juz caught my attention...i hate those creepy crawlings mixing ard on my walls. blame on the fact that my hse's in a terrible mess. no matter how you try to clean up, it gets back to shape the next moment. im not the only culprit. dere's still my 3 younger bros who accomplished massive uproar in the hse. poor mummy. i tried to help but im really too exhausted at times. plus dere's more n MORE skool projects getting along my way. hopefully, my family can hire my maid bac but she seems to be uncontactable nw. *sobz
 
20July2004 tues. it's always a fun+stress day.
story telling class is absolutely interesting n inspiring most of the da time but i seriously dread going for drawing fund class. We viewed a sequence of "The matrix" n "I not stupid" to discuss some elements of a gd story. It was a fruitful session and I'm convinced that local script writers like Jack Neo still nid lotsa room for improvement. I'm not against him or anything. I realised that I nid to work alot on the development of my story ideas as well. So after finishing my horrible 3coins in a box 2 pt perspective drawing wif da help of Prisceilia (she's such a sweetie), rushed straight to ronald's class. Thank God we were on time! Guess wat? I didnt stay for long coz those who can't do a proper 1pt perspective sketch of da classroom were made to leave n do their own research at da library. I was one of them. I duno if I sld deem diz as a blessing in disguise. Leaving da class early means I cld actually be dere 4 CG. That wasn't the end. I received tons of calls n sms informing me dat my mum was admitted into hospital, an even more unfortunate stuff happened to my fren's mum, CG was kinda in a mess...totally blown my head away` I am thankful I didnt response immediately to my emotions but I knew dat God's in control. All the negative tots juz melted away by his truth. Indeed, everything turned out fine in da end. Everything's alrite! My saviour's walking wif me! *winkz
I cld blog on 4eva. time for a fullstop. zZzZzzZz
 
 
the beautiful song that was presented during service last week...
 
As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need
In my life, you're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
 
Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you
It's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without you
 
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rushed to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave youI need you
 
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave youI need you
 
I can't imagine me without you...


[Wishes__`* @ 7/21/2004 01:50:00 AM



Monday, July 05, 2004
itz my 3rd week of skoOL alrdy while many others juz started theirs.
I must thank God for his amazing grace! without him, I wld haf produce nothing for my visual literacy class 2dae. Even JianJie can testify to that. I was so tired da nite before, not dat I watched da soccer match. Aniwae I had a great time at SENTOSA juz nw! our North combine 1st event for diz yr "Around the island in 120mins". I wasn't involved in da games since itz was alrdy 1pm+ by da time I rushed down frm skool. I'm totally delighted to see the new faces frm cedar n FTP, of coz everyone else esp my NA darlings! Though the rain had caused sum inconvience, I'm glad it didnt last for loong. wadeva da circumstances, thanks be to God and those who were involved in da preparations etc. hmm, I'm looking forward to tmr's story telling class but feel kinda anxious bout da drawing fund...I still can't draw well...will get da perspective drawings done no matter wad...hmm, time to bath!
Laters!


[Wishes__`* @ 7/05/2004 09:26:00 PM



Thursday, July 01, 2004
Alot of interesting things happened recently and I'm determine to learn guitar again
but I'm kinda lazy to blog on...

Anyway, here's another song sounding in my mind

[ Every move I make ]
Every move I make, I make in You
You make me move, Jesus
Every breath I make, I breathe in You
Every step I take, I take in You
You are my way, Jesus
Every breath I make, I breathe in You

Waves of mercy, waves of grace
Everywhere I look I see Your face
Your love has captured me
Oh my God, this love, how can it be?

La, La, La , La, La, La …….

PS: juz uploaded sum pics


[Wishes__`* @ 7/01/2004 09:38:00 PM



Monday, June 21, 2004
hmm...decided to change my taggy board.

2dae's my 1st official dae in skool! was anticipating a great day ahead in skool but it doesnt seemed so. As usual, 966 took such a long time to arrive. Plus, the morning heavy traffic and the overcrowding commuters made my bus journey a less pleasant experience. Nevertheless, I still thank GOD that Priscilla, my new classmate was kind enuff to help me buy sorethroat relieving sweets and even waited for me at da bus-stop. We finally made our way to class after kinda wandering ard in diz new environment. The first lecturer we met was this kinda old lady which claims dat she's still pretty young. Ms Tia? I 4got her surname alrdy. blame it on my goldfish memory. Guess what? She just spend bout an hr or so to chat wif us, told us bout herself which doesnt seemed to arouse our interest, made us introduced ourselves den we were dismissed. Wow. how interesting?! We tot it wld be a betta idea dat she get us started wif sum work. Class ended at 10+am. It was still so early so Priscilla, LiYan, Cream n I went strolling ard the skool, drop by diz nice cafe beside da bk shop for just awhile den I left for Somerset. Met up wif Zing at starhub foodcourt. I must say that she neva fails to help me see posibilities, inspire me, bless me wif new ideas n things to take note(",) Next, I met up wif Cheryl @macs followed by wfl. WFL was really interesting! Zing n Dennis covered on topics such as Misconceptions concerning sexual Identity, Homosexuality, Sexual purity etc. I did lauff quite abit coz Siew Hui is eva so amazing, so humourous! lol. Had kaya toast for dinner wif Mag n Yuqian at diz place highly recommended by them. I dun tink itz dat nice afterall.

I'm looking forward to better days ahead!
of coz, life's always so exciting wif Christ in me! He simply rox my world!^_^


[Wishes__`* @ 6/21/2004 08:48:00 PM



Sunday, June 20, 2004
After wearing da same red orientation shirt for 3 consecutive days, we finally got another new orientation shirt...a pink one diz time plus a super huge goodie bag.( da biggest one i eva gotten thus far) I like the words printed at da back of da shirt which goes..."This tee-shirt is designed out of love, passion and desire
to lovers from lovers because we are family..."
I realised dat design skool is kinda similiar to IJ in terms of sum cheers/dance, programme flow n stuff which kinda reminded me of being in guides. Howeva, sum peeps are simply too horny. really horny. I can't believe the seductive dance, pole dance etc dat was presented. They were either really spontaneous or wadeva U named it. Apart frm dat, it's cool, fun n pretty exciting! i meant da p'ple dere are enthusiatic, crazy n fun loving...esp da gurls in my grp. Thank God for the gift of warmth f'ship!
Actually im kinda lazy to blog on da details of orientation.
Howeva fun it may be, Im really glad I choose to leave earlier for service. Nothing beats being in da house of da Lord! The shepherd's meet after dinner was great as well! heez. I was kinda outta my mind durin da bible quiz. lol.
Aniwae orientation has cum to an end and skool's starting next week.
Everyone's excitied but I'm totally neutral bout it.
So here's my skool time schedule:
Mondays 9am - 12pm
Tuesdays 9am - 3pm
Wednesdays 3pm - 5pm
Thursdays 9am - 4pm
Fridays 9am - 12pm
Saturdays 9am - 5pm (week 3 only...phew`)


[Wishes__`* @ 6/20/2004 12:38:00 AM



I still love this song!
Let da lyrics always be true in my heart...

[ One*way ]

i lay my life down at Your feet
You're the only One i need
i turn to You and You are always there
in troubled times it's You i seek
i put You first that's all i need
i humble all i am, all to You

one way, Jesus
You're the only One that i could live for
one way, Jesus
You're the only One that i could live for

You are always always there
every how and every where
Your grace abounds so deeply within me
You will never ever change
yesterday today the same
forever till forever meets no end

You are the way, the truth and the light
we live by faith and not by sight for You
We're living all for You


[Wishes__`* @ 6/20/2004 12:21:00 AM



Wednesday, June 16, 2004
My very dae in design skool or rather my 1st dae of orientation!
I was really excitied since I havnt been to skool for such a long time. Thank God I managed to wake up on time at 6am but was still a little late. 966 always seems to take its own sweet time.
I stepped into a totally unfamiliar environment though I knew the way to the place we had to meet. It was kinda a scary experience especially when everyone else just stares at you upon your arrival. Poly's life is just so different frm my lovely high sckool days. I was desperate to find my friend and only to feel at ease after talking to her. hey Liyi, thank God you were in design skool also! Then I realised Victoria was there as well and she is actually the vice-chairperson of the orientation commitee. All in all, I only saw three IJ tp faces. I guess dat only Melissa n I is enrolled in design skool this semester. I dun exactly like the idea that the senoirs call us "freshies" sounds kinda funny but i can't cum up wif any other betta suggestions as well.
Everyone got kinda exasperated and really bored for the whole morning. I meant just for registration and adminstration, it took at least 4hrs. We had to be there by 8am. The senoirs taught us sum funny cheers and played sum stoopid games...but it didnt help to relieve any sense of our boredom. plus I just to be the unfortunate one to be chosen to stand in front of the whole lecture threatre wif this other guy Kelvin if im not wrong to lead the rest for cheers. I was so paisei.
Things got much better after lunch. Despite the hot weather, the games and mass dance thereafter was pretty FUN! This yr's orientation theme is "Inpulse" and my grp name happen to be "Eavern" (all the empires/grps are named after fonts) Throughout the whole dae, thank God dat I made a whole lot of new friends which kinda brighten my dae! Peeps like Priscilla, Candy, Erica, Audrey, Sarah, Fio, Ingrid, Angela, Emily, sum guys, da senoirs, many more others...not forgetting my dance partner STIFFANY! we're so not coordinated in our dance steps! haha...lol. but it was really fun!still haf another 3 more days of orientation but im gona leave early tmr for CG.ohh no, I had to wear back the same orientation red shirt i wore diz afternoon for tmr. It stinks of my sweat but Im too lazy to wash it nw.


[Wishes__`* @ 6/16/2004 10:31:00 PM



Sunday, June 13, 2004
I've finally uploaded sum pics!
check it out below "Memories"

Anyway, I realised I bought a whole load of things for da past week or so shall be more thrifty for the remaining days of diz month
or else i'm gona be reali broke soon...
-A new pair of adidas shoes
-A new pink top frm Xcessories
-6 pair of earrings
-2 other pair of earrings for mummy
-A kids' praise & worship CD for JJ
-10 coloured pens/markers
-A new purple rip curl top
-cheryl's bdae present
-olivine's bdae present
and the list goes on.


[Wishes__`* @ 6/13/2004 01:03:00 AM



Friday, June 11, 2004
Countdown: 4 more days to my darlings Olivine & Cheryl's bdae!

im super duper excited!
*to apply wad I learnt frm church camps!
*tmr's sat...i luv going for service!
plus my 1st younger bro is finally avaliable to join me
*to bring JJ to HopeKids diz sunday!
*going shopping wif mummy n dawn diz weekend!
*Odette's coming bac to s'pore!
*sch's starting!
having sum orienattion workshops next week & haf to stay overnite
on fri. hopefully i can rush down 4 service on time
can't believe I'm having sum kinda camp marathon...
3 camps over a period of 3 weeks
*new challenges ahead


One way! Jesus! U're the only one that I cld live for
You're the way, the truth and the light
I walk by faith and not by sight...


[Wishes__`* @ 6/11/2004 11:30:00 PM



Tuesday, June 01, 2004
WFL on mon was superb!
I'm a child of God,
I live in His perfect plans for me,
I live for the audience of ONE - dat's Him alone


things are kinda in a mess nowadays esp at home.
fears, anxiety, worries sneaking in my life.
I would be still and know you're God.


if only I could shoot it straight at ya face:
stop living in denial!
don't be caught up in a bubble of your own,
life is definately worth so much more...
know where you're heading?
don't be mislead by your own emotions.



[Wishes__`* @ 6/01/2004 11:03:00 PM



Saturday, May 29, 2004
whoa whee, it's been 1 mth 9 days or rather 39 days (if im not wrong) since i last breathe a word here. maybe diz cld be my last entry (i dunno?) aniwae for those of ya who noe bout my new webbie, plz don't link me YET. thnks a million for ya cooperation. will keep ya update bout dat. haha i noe it's been under construction for ages! well, another month is coming to an end soOn. June marks the start of a brand new mth, sch's starting, the great s'pore sales is here, new insights, new plans, new aspirations...I'm anticipating! I've been caught up with many things this week, havnt had a proper rest. yes, i do need my beauty sleep. Zing has finally disclosed the long awaited north stunts to us this morning! Though i kinda expected it, I'm still not ready for it. Wadeva it is, i've learn to love changes! >> familiarity breeds content << Ollie is like super duper hilarious! she juz laff @ every BIG & small thing! P'ple who duno her might juz mistook her for sum _________ but she's 100% the sweetest gurl n best pal i cld eva haf. tryin to recall what happened this week...ohh yesterdae, my silly doctor can't detect my veins & got me injected on my both arms, leaving this tiny ugly spot. nvm, wad matters most now is the blood test results.
CPA this term is soooo interesting! juz learnt bout some tribal story telling stuffs (ask me if U're curious) and I'm once again amazed at all the stories. Reminded me of the hope i started out with...gives me faith to carry on...there's still a long long way to go.

*eyes gettin itchy now...time for bed. Laters!


[Wishes__`* @ 5/29/2004 12:05:00 AM



Tuesday, April 20, 2004
finally bac frm work! Working was a breeze 2dae! God did answered my prayers! I din make any mistakes n can knocked off frm work on time. Thank You Lord!!! Anyway, I left my darling hp @ home juz nw. got like 10 plus missed calls, still in da midst of replying msgs. ohhh! Emmeline called 2 say dat my dear Sally got admitted into TAN TOCK SENG hospital! I'm glad she's alrite nw. I'll still make a trip down 2 visit her tmr. If only I dun haf 2 work tmr morning, I cld jolly well accompany her da whole morning. I do miss her tons anyway. I remember how she used 2 irritate me at times etc but dat makes skool really interesting.

another term of CPA is starting...so exciting! I applied for another course diz time n it's taught by Pastor Jeff. yeah! I luv his sense of humour! but dat also means it wld be really embrassing if I eva fall aslp in his class. dun tink it'll happen given dat da lesson is only a few hrs compared 2 da previous one 8am to 1.30pm. Usually I work da nite before so can't help 2 feel sleepy most of da time.

erm, my mum juz hinted dat Mother's Day is round da corner. haha. I din hint anything abt my bdae! I simply said: "Mummy, here's what I want for my burfdae...lalalalaalaa" yesh, my wish list wld be neva ending if i eva tot of posting one here. toking bout bdae, Adeline invited me 2 her bdae party diz coming sundae. dun really noe her well but she n Aubrey insisted i sld come. oOkiez, shall crack my brains 4 her bdae gift later. guess wad? I juz found out 2dae dat she received Christ during easter @ CHC last week. super duper happy 4 her!(",) (actualli invited her 2 my church quite a no. of times)
hmm, time 2 bath and zZzZZz!


[Wishes__`* @ 4/20/2004 11:17:00 PM



Sunday, April 18, 2004
I juz tot of starting diz impact list esp 2 thank those who've made a great difference in my life 4 da past week or so!

A round of applause for...

***Mok Zi Ying Phoebe Joelle aka Zing
my beloved leader! U're da da best!*
eva so patient & always believing in me!
(1 of my greatest blessings in life 2 be able 2 haf a mentor as such)

i still owe her a letter, i shall not procrastinate n write it soon



[Wishes__`* @ 4/18/2004 02:44:00 PM



I juz did diz coffee quiz...it's a great irony coz I dun even drink coffee.
Wadeva it is, it stated that...

You Are a Peppermint Cappuccino
You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.
However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.
You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.
You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please


[Wishes__`* @ 4/18/2004 02:34:00 PM



Thursday, April 15, 2004
yea, I finally found da lyrics of diz beautiful song...
"WHY" by Nichole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
you said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want him to die?"

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

[Jesus:]
And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"

[God:]
"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I've heard Your unbearable cry
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die"

The story behind easter, the reality of it all
neva fails to touch my heart. Thank U Lord!~


[Wishes__`* @ 4/15/2004 08:58:00 PM



Sunday, April 04, 2004
Exciting Easter!~
I'm reminded of this song dat was presentated last Easter scv...
I'm anticipating miracles n wonders n simply awe!*

Almighty God
the great I AM
immovable rock
omnipotent, powerful
awesome Lord
victorious warrior
commanding King of kings
mighty conqueror

and the only time,
the only time i ever saw Him run..

was when He ran to me
took me in His arms
held my head to His chest
and said 'my son's come home again'
lifted my face
wiped the tears from my eyes
with forgiveness in His voice
He said 'son, do you know i still love you?"
He caught me by surprise
when God ran.

the day i left home
i knew i had broken His heart
and I wondered then
if things would ever be the same
then one night
I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road
Ahead I could see

It was the only time,
The only time I ever saw Him run..

was when He ran to me
took me in His arms
held my head to His chest
and said 'my son's come home again'
lifted my face
wiped the tears from my eyes
with forgiveness in His voice
He said 'son, do you know i still love you?"
He caught me by surprise
And brought me to my knees
when God ran.


[Wishes__`* @ 4/04/2004 11:51:00 PM



Sunday, March 28, 2004

[*/` Better than Life `\*]


Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start

Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in Your arms
And never let me go

You oh Lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all Your love
I give my heart to You because

I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You
I can't stop falling in love with You
I'll never stop falling in love with You




[Wishes__`* @ 3/28/2004 10:48:00 AM



" I luv the way U luv me, the way U make me feel..."
Dun mistake it for another sickening love song by boyzone or faith hill, it's a totally wonderful praise song I got 2 sing during scv. God really moved in my heart 2dae. Though I woke diz morning on da wrong side of da bed, had a reali weird dream da nite b4 and had 2 rushed down 4 hse keepin duty coz I kinda overslept by a lil, everything else was GREAT! The 3min tEstiMony exErciSe taught during PM was really useful, not dat I duno how 2 write a proper testimony but it juz allowed me 2 stop 4 a moment 2 write down my thanksgiving story. Once again, it convicted me of God'a amazing love n grace. Svc was fantastic as usual! Not juz the music, hosting, atmosphere...but it's the very presence of GOD. I was inspired by wad Pastor Jeff shared during sermon n I wld certainly wanna increse my appetite 4 God more, to hear the gentle whisper of God, speak more encouraging words 2wards my bros esp (tink Im pretty harsh 2wards them @ times) n be watchful of God's reality in my life. Thank God I din had a stomachache or sth after jumping durin P&W coz I stuffed so much junk food>> Macs juz rite b4 svc...was even nearly latee. oOps! neva gonna do dat again. I ate dat black fried noodles thingy (4got wad's it called) after scv n I was still eating rice wif sum meat juz nw. somebody stop me! I'm gona put on so much weight. hmm, actuali itz juz 2dae. aniwae I learnt alot during CLM as well. was reminded of Jabez's prayer n I'm gona make a commitment 2 P&F 4 da upcoming easter harvest! I noe n I believe April's gona be an exciting mth ahead!

Then again, the devil's always @ work!!! I was juz thinkin abt sum p'ple who chose 2 take a dif path nw. I'm grieved dat fio actuali tink it dat way after reading her blog. she probably hates me nw or wont even bother. dun tink she remembers da promises/ covenant we shared. I really luv her ALOT!!! I rem da times we shared n all..it was so sweet of her 2 make potatoes 4 me etc. even thou we din do much durin recess but I seriously cherished da times we had recess 2gether, having a common goal 2 serve God...but nw. She has her own new frenz...me, da church will juz bcum part of history. wadeva it's, I'll not lose hope.
I'll keep sailing strong```Can't believe April is approaching...time not only flies, it juz escape too quickly! Nevertheless, I'm pleased dat I had a very fulfiling holiday diz past few mths. I did not even experience a single moment of boredom! I got 2 do things which I can neva do b4, spent meaningful moments, learnt alot more things and I believed I've grown much stronger spiritually. Praise the Lord! I'll continue 2 live life to its fullest. Life's too short 2 be wasted away.

orhz I nearly 4got, Zing bought me a new blue, huge ROXY pencil case 2dae! Really appreciate it. Thank God 4 such a loving leader like her who so patiently help me in my life. It's also so heart warming 2 noe dat Odette actuali appreciate being in church n she remembers me.



[Wishes__`* @ 3/28/2004 01:09:00 AM



[self__`*
Philothea Liau Hui Li
seventeen
simply_philothea@hotmail.com
SwEet oR sAltEd pOpc0rnS?!
I always...

pRefEr

tHe swEet(smilies)

[Nexus__`*
IJ * tp: angela. bobo. cass. cindy. eunice. felice. fengteng. jenn. leona. mag. mitch. qianqi. rach. shelia. ven. xiuwen.
Y *hope: amelia. ben. cedric. cherie. chialing. dawn. effie. hannah. inez. junliang. junyao. karen. lau. mandy. matt. nganha. odette. patricia. puaylin. ruth. samantha. sherli. soph. sinhung. wynnie. yiyou. yuqian. zyann.
|n *pu|se: beatrice. dawn. gill. ingrid. max. pris. shishi. sihui. yinluan. zaihar.
! emmeline

[Dream__*
`pat's bdae
`skool
`inpulse
`churchcamp NUS
`churchcamp JB
`12-14 june 2004
`@sentosa